i have just read your story and i know how you are feeling i lost my little boy on the 27th febuary 2007 and i think about him every day and miss him so much i had 6 days left to go and the hospital didnt realise that he had his cord around his neck 3 times and in a big not and as he got bigger the not got tighter and took my little man's life away from him, im now 30 weeks pregnant with another little boy due on the 8th july 5 days befor my 21st birthday and i believe that he is a gift from my little man in haeven, my thoughts are with you x